12/13/10

Jesus replied,
"You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand."
John 13:7

If you would have told me four months ago this was how my life was going to be, I would have laughed in your face. I could never possibly be that happy. I could never find someone who makes me happy. I could never have such control over my future. I could never be alright for once. But it is possible. I am happy, I do have someone who makes me happy every second of the day, I do have a hold on my future plans and for once I'm alright. I can't remember the last time I cried. And sad songs? Forget it. I can't even listen to them because they don't relate to me. I feel like I'm back to how I was when I was little. I have all the hope in the world and I'm looking forward to the future.

Today's Accomplishments:
1. Go to Class
2. Work on Portfolio
3. Worry about Josh's surgery
4.  Make Jones Soda my new favorite drink
5. Get a job
6. See Josh
7. Miss Josh...
8. Work on my portfolio MORE
9. Tanning bed
10. Change the world.

3 November, 2010

Time flies when you're having fun.

I know I haven't posted in awhile, mostly due to not having internet on my laptop, but a lot has happened recently.Great things, terrible things, happy things, sad things, life-changing things. I won't go into too much detail but my view on a lot of things has changed. I'm not so scared to grow up anymore, it's not so terrifying. I'm actually looking forward to it. Don't get me wrong though, I'm in no rush. I'm even debating who I'm inviting to my graduation. Such a small thing people  don't usually give much thought to is actually a big statement. My outlook on relationships has changed, immensely. I have no longer decided that history will repeat itself. This is my life--I make the decisions, the past doesn't make them for me. Just because someone else's relationship didn't work out doesn't doom mine to never work out. Learn from others mistakes because life's too short for you to make them all yourself. And never, ever accept anything less than what you deserve--and you deserve nothing but the best.

Today's Accomplishments: (although the days not over, yet)

1. Go to school.
2. Pay attention in school.
3. Make a huge poster.
4. Grab a bite to eat from McDonald's.
5. Call Josh.
6. Go to Central.
7. Set off Chelsea's car alarm.
8. Do chores.
9. Hangout with Josh
10. Go to sleep!

10/21

"Can you feel this magic in the air, it must've been the way you kissed me... it must've been the way today was a fairytale" -Taylor Swift

It's mole day! We spent all of AP Chem tie-dying t-shirts and eating food.

It was great.  

Today was just great.

I can't even think of anything else to describe my day.

So let's leave it at that (:

listen and enjoy <3

Today's Accomplishments:

1. Go to school.
2. Do webassign.
3. Tie-dye a t-shirt.
4. EAT!
5. Get the sweetest boyfriend ever.<3
6. Play with little sister.
7. Do chores.
8. Clean room.
9. Call Ally. (multiple times)
10. Get a job.

10/18/20

"I've never seen a smile that can light the room, like yours." - A Day to Remember

Ohmy-ohmy. I just can't seem to get this song out of my head lately. I started off this morning not going to school, then a sudden burst of motivation came over me and I decided to go. It could have been the threat of validation (paying outrageous amounts of money to sit in the auditorium for too long), or the fact I didn't have any tests to skip today, or maybe I just felt studious. Whatever the reason, today was actually not bad.  In a surprising turn of events, I passed English 101. Oh J Ellen, how you continuously keep me on my toes. Just when I think I have figured you out you do something out of character.

Today's Accomplishments:
1. Go to school.
2. Pass central.
3. Beast some chemistry work.
4. Order glow bracelets.
5. Get gas.
6. Have a conversation in espanol.
7. Watch a scary movie.
8. Do Homework.
9. Eat pizza.
10. Save the World.

Xoxo,
Mariah