12/13/10

Jesus replied,
"You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand."
John 13:7

If you would have told me four months ago this was how my life was going to be, I would have laughed in your face. I could never possibly be that happy. I could never find someone who makes me happy. I could never have such control over my future. I could never be alright for once. But it is possible. I am happy, I do have someone who makes me happy every second of the day, I do have a hold on my future plans and for once I'm alright. I can't remember the last time I cried. And sad songs? Forget it. I can't even listen to them because they don't relate to me. I feel like I'm back to how I was when I was little. I have all the hope in the world and I'm looking forward to the future.

Today's Accomplishments:
1. Go to Class
2. Work on Portfolio
3. Worry about Josh's surgery
4.  Make Jones Soda my new favorite drink
5. Get a job
6. See Josh
7. Miss Josh...
8. Work on my portfolio MORE
9. Tanning bed
10. Change the world.