3/9/11

"Now don't stop, get it--get it."

-50 cent

I'm not sure if it's spring fever, or senioritis, or what is it, but lately I just want to get out. I want to go somewhere and do something fun. I want to have fun. It seems like time just slips away from me and I can't say I accomplished anything important or fun today. Maybe this weekend things will change. Maybe I'll grow a pair and stop being lazy and sticking to what's comfortable, and I'll actually go have fun.

Music is so cleansing. I know everyone says that, but I truly mean it. It's odd though because I'm not musically inclined. I can't sing, play instruments, or dance incredibly well. Maybe the beats just calm down something in my mind. They take away worries and zone me out. A natural high.

It's hard to think this is my last March 9th of high school. A year from now I'll be finishing up my first year of college. I'll be on spring break. And I'll be with a whole new group of friends. Who knows where I'll be. Hopefully it'll be a good place. Hopefully I'll be happy and in control.

This post is kind of ADD. I just realized. Haha, my mind just moves from topic to topic without warning. There is just always so much on my mind,  I could not possibly discuss it all or put it into words. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to overload from everything floating around up there. That's why this helps. I can get some of it out. Even though hardly anyone is going to be reading this, nor are they probably interested in half the things I have to say... it feels good to let it out. Who knows, maybe one day millions will be reading this. Then again--I doubt it.