Say what you need to say. -John Mayer
I just feel like I need to say something. I need to say exactly how I feel. I feel happy and sad and loved and abandoned all at the same time. I know that's not quite clear, or easy to follow,
but it's better to say too much than to say nothing at all.
I have all the faith in the world in
you. You came into my life exactly when I needed you the most, and I didn't know what I was missing until I found you. It's sad, because I don't think I can express to you how much you have helped me through such a difficult time in my life.
Life plays such silly games- but it knows what it's doing in the end. Everything happens for a reason. Every wrong turn, every bump in the road, every rainy day, everyday the sun didn't shine, every tear, every scream, every ounce of pain was all leading up to all the laughs, all the smiles, all the tears of joy, all the sunshine, all the full moons, all the long phone calls, and it was worth it.
Things have been a little off lately, and I know you can tell I've been acting differently. I hate arguements, but sometimes their envitable. Hopefully they'll just make us stronger.
I know what I want, and that's
us.
Girls just want to be wanted. They want to be
special. They want to feel like they're the only girl you see and no one else can even compare in beauty and personality. It sounds selfish, I know, but that's all we want. We want your approval, your support, your encouragement, your shoulder to cry on, your lies when we ask if we look okay, your patience when we take forever to get ready because we have to change 41785 times. Most importantly we want your
heart. Not half of it, not two-thirds of it, not ninety-five percent of it,
all of it.
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So what's on my mind today. One thing I've been thinking about (I know I've already mentioned it before) is that relationships should be about building each other up, not tearing them down. Girls want to hear that they are pretty, the prettiest thing you ever have or will lay eyes on. That's what we want to hear. We might act like it doesn't bother us when you stare down the blonde with the short shorts and low cut top, but it does. Girls are different than guys. That one 15 second stare can stick with us for a lifetime. It can affect us more than you can even imagine. It makes us feel not good enough or makes us strive to look perfect for you. Which is impossible. So think before you speak, or stare. It can save a lot of heart ache.
